My sweet friend Alex reminded me of this song on her post...so touching and amazing - seriously..

How big you are

one voice could never tell.

Earthly eyes could never see, all that you can be

and yet

you take the time

to walk me thru the chaos of my life.

Your grace OVERWHELMS ME

God how big you are

Wow.  I think back on the moments I've felt so small...and that is when God reigns glorious.  May sweet Jesus move mightily in you all!

I've been praying for Closure..its something I desperately want/need.

Now that it's coming I'm nervous but somewhat in control.

The night will be mine...he'll wish he'd never screwed up.

Moving on is what I'm after - for going back...I wouldnt think of it.

Bigger and better things are approaching - YOU...just dont stand in my way.

Out of my world I wish you were...but many things we share...I'll share them just fine, but remember where you met them.

Today has been a very different day.

God has given me a peace that I have never dreamed of. 

Sometimes God takes you great through pain only to show you that the choices you may have made would have far-reaching negative implications. 

That is one thing I have learned for sure today.

Currently Listening Awaken By Natalie Grant see related

- Held

My heart hurts - like it never has before.

I feel like I'm withering

Cant eat

Cant think - of anything else but THAT

2 minutes of silence...then nothing but tears. Its continuous

I've prayed.  God has only answered...REST.

The only rest I get is when I sleep, dead to the world.

When I wake it all returns; the hurt, the tears, the prayers asking God what I do for now? REST

My father held me last night as if I was an infant - even when I went to bed I felt I was being held by The Father.

This is what it means to be held
How if feels when the sacred it torn from your life, and you survive
This is what it means to be loved
And to know that when everything fails, we'll be held

PLEASE pray for me.